My gut ached, my heart was broken in two, and tears were streaming down my cheeks. I ran to my car, got in it, turned the engine on, and just started heading for the open road. I didn’t care where I was going, I just needed to get there fast.
I found myself on the open road, wide, flat plains on either side and mountains in the far distance. I saw that my gas tank was on full and I decided to drive until I ran out gas, and that is where I’d make my new home. That would be where I’d steel my heart so I could never again be hurt like Patrice hurt me.
We were together for two years, Patrice and I, engaged for the last year. We were supposed to get married next month, for crissake. Then she texts me this morning, telling me that she’s in love with her twin sister’s husband and that they’ve run off together. And now she’s ghosting me. I don’t deserve this.
My cellphone rang and thinking that it must be Patrice to beg me to forgive her, I answered. “Patrice,” I said when I answered the phone, but it was Paula, Patrice’s twin. The two of them were identical in appearance, but they couldn’t be more different in dispositions. Patrice was assertive, aggressive, confident, and self-assured. Paula was sweet, reserved, shy, and self-deprecating.
“Nathan,” Paula said, “I’m so, so sorry, but I’m guessing that you know by now that my sister has run off with my husband.”
“Yes, I know, Paula. Did you know they were going to do this?”
“I knew that Richard was attracted to Patrice,” Paula said. “I mean who wouldn’t be? She’s such a dynamo, especially compared to me. But when he told me earlier today that he loved her and was going to leave me, I was in shock. I don’t know what came over me, but I blurted out that I loved you, Nathan.”
I slowed down the car and pulled to the side of the road. “You love me?” I asked.
“I do, Nathan,” Paula said. “Richard is a narcissistic bastard who only thinks about himself, but you, Nathan, are a genuine, sincere, caring gentleman. I often wished that Richard was more like you.”
“Patrice could be a hard-nosed bitch at times and I often thought about how nice it would be if she were more like you, Paula,” Nathan said. “Maybe Richard and Patrice deserve each other.”
“And maybe you and I deserve each other, Nathan.”
Nathan turned the car around and headed home.
Written for Mindlovemisery’s Menagerie Photo Challenge. Photo credit: Sarah Whiley.